LOVE

Easter Sunday

2010-04-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

Went out with Yi Xian and Denise!

The day had been awesome with EGGS, DAISO, STARBUCKS and AUNTIE ANNE! :D

i'm too lazy to post anymore!

I'M SERVING A RISEN LORD! I LOVE JESUS!

HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY! :D

lovely day.

2010-03-25T23:30:00.003+08:00

IT'S A LOVELY DAY TODAY!

We gave a hamper to lilan today! Her belated birthday present. This is totally self-made! :D I love the hamper. And we could totally open a hamper business lah. :D

Then lilan gave us these as thank you-present. Then she sms jenny to sms us. Haha. Lilan is nicer this year and definitely nicer than some teacher.

Hah! Went to Yewon's house for korean food! Had simple korean fare, but it was very nice! :D and i'm the honoured to be Yewon's FIRST invited guest! :D Haha. Had spicy rice cake, kimchi, kimchi fried rice, noodles and egg! Was very nice! :D

I LOVE TODAY. GOD HAS A PERFECT PLAN FOR EACH AND EVERYONE OF US.

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES.

2010-03-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since i touched happy family and glowsticks. AND I RELIEVED ALL MY CHILDHOOD MEMORIES WITH SHERBELLE AND YI XIAN TODAY! Had like loads of fun today. Went to like little india to settle cca stuff, walked into this shop and we all acted like 3 year old childrens getting so excited at everything we see. Bought glowsticks, yi xian bought happy family and we had like so much fun playing!

Have you ever seen 3 girls playing happy family in the train? Well we did and we played while walking to. (: And we played the chinese version somemore. Heehee. Not only that, when we went to settle the club tee, we played happy family outside also. (: And i won! HEEHEE. Had so much fun!

One day, we shall go for warehouse sales. :D

God is love

2010-03-15T18:07:00.002+08:00

GOD IS LOVE.

It is everlasting and His love will never end and it cannot be measured. We can depend on God's love.

I realised that without God, i won't be able to survive through term one. Whenever i feel like giving up and stressed, and when i turn to Him, i will find peace and comfort.

The girls' retreat had been AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! I felt refreshed after the camp, more of a spiritual than physical. God knows what i'm facing and He is always there with me. He tells me things i never knew and things i knew but i don't believe. But now, i do. He's awesome! Lav, thanks for praying for me. Tears was flowing but i really felt peace inside me. Like He knows everything i am facing. Lav could tell that i was facing problems and had worries, but the feeling is like its from God. And from her, i could feel love, love i never felt before. The love is like from God and when she held me in her arms, its like God holding me. It's just AWESOME. I LOVE GOD TTM! Everything was just awesome.

miracles

2010-03-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

I'm making a new vow. I will never forget to smile ever again. No matter how hard it is, i will perserve and put on a smile and conquer it!

Cause i do believe in miracles and in God.

ONE more day to the holidays! TWO more tests to the holidays. 22 hours to freedom! :D

irony in life

2010-03-08T21:59:00.004+08:00

LIFE IS FILLED WITH IRONIES, NOT ONLY PASSAGES.

i have tried my utmost best. why didn't you see it? in my whole life, i never studied. but this year, i did. i really did! why cant you see the effort i put in? will my effort eventually be rewarded? how can you limit me to how many camps/events i can go! that's just isnt fair! Even if i went for camps, i did and will continue to strive in my studies. i just hope daddy agrees as long as i put in my best effort in my studies.

i wanna go for all.

I want to take down the mask

2010-03-07T21:09:00.003+08:00

I'm tired. Tired of the need of having to put on the mask and hide all the emotions within me. I wanna take it down. But i can't. Cause you are gone.

God, i can only turn to You now. I'm going to tell You all my troubles. You are the only One i can turn to right now. And i know deep down, You are the only One who truly loves me. I cannot depend on anyone now, besides You. Everything had been a lie. All the time, everyone, including myself had been lying. Now, i see the Truth, and the Truth is You. I love You, Lord.

What are parents for? They don't know anything about you. They don't know what you want. And even if they know, they refuse to give you even though you want it so badly. They say everything is for your own good, when it isn't. And, they don't give you love at all. Sometimes, they don't even give you material love. And some are freaking calculative! What good is parents for? Or is it just mine?

How i wish for parents who really cared. I don't care even they are poor. I just want them to turn around and look at me.

I badly wants to go for the retreat, so what's your problem. What's wrong with it? I even saved up for it! It's something that i had never done before, so that proved how much i want to go! So what's your fucking problem! It's because of you, i'm in such a lousy mood today. It's because of you, i feel unloved. I really really really really want to go for the retreat.

Have you ever seeked MY opinion? Can you stop making all the decisions for me? I want you to stop making all the decisions for me saying its for my own good. Can you stop that and respect my decisions? Even if it is the wrong decision, i will take responsiblity cause I made that decision. I won't blame you for that.

One day, i will rebel if you continue to be like that. Don't blame me when that day comes. Cause when did you ever turn around and look at me?

God, i really need YOU now.

2010-02-28T20:46:00.001+08:00

I'm putting my trust in You, Lord.

I miss my Unagi! And its fun talking to Yingyi! hahah!

2010-02-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

I MAKE GOOD STALKER!

Helped my laogong find out this guy's name. And i actually did! Applause to myself! :D Hahah! Real name: Wei Tao! Hahah! He's like super active on fb. Scrolled down so long.... But well, i still managed to find it. So i actually make a good stalker!

Rachael, you do have a reason to smile!

2010-02-27T18:29:00.003+08:00

TO RACHAEL:
IT MAY NOT BE BIG, IT MAY NOT BE BOOMZ, BUT IT MIGHT GIVE YOU A REASON TO SMILE! :D

I have decided (again). And i will, must, no matter how much it takes, to STICK TO IT! I will give at least a person a reason to smile everyday. And i should actually give myself a reason to smile everyday! And i actually do have a reason. You know what, actually we all do have a reason to smile. We have God, and He gave His only Son, Jesus, Who died on the cross for US! No matter what happens, He will never leave nor forsake us. He IS the reason for us to smile. So, i do have a reason to smile. (:

Hmmm. Okay, i will SMILE everyday for i do have a reason to smile! And Rachael, you have a reason to smile. Actually, you have quite a few! :D hahah! You have Jesus! And your dalang and all those that care about you. So dont be sad anymore!

a reason to smile

2010-02-26T21:49:00.003+08:00

Someday i will suprise you with things you will never expect. Someday, i will give you a reason to smile.

Sometimes, it is the little thing that gives me reasons to smile. When i was younger, i thought the more the presents i get, the happier i feel, but right now, it is no longer so. Letters or even short post-its give me a reason to smile. I feel happy whenever i re-read all those letters. :D

I have decided.

I hope i will never ever have to put on a fake smile so i dont have to explain why i am not happy. And i will learn how to control my feelings and emotions. There are more things needed to be learnt as life goes on.

I guess all it takes is a little more effort on my part. I'm going to do something OUT OF THE EXTRAORDINARY someday. And someday, I'm going to suprise everyone!

My tuition teacher gave me a reason to smile today. And i want to give you a reason to smile!

sushi buffet

2010-02-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

ha, i'm too lazy to rotate the last picture before i uploaded it. while, that was not all we ate, we ate more than that! we made the buffet worthwhile. you should have seen us eating! today was freaking awesome! thanks guys for kind of celebrating my belated birthday! hahah! we must go out again soon! :D

DENISE, GWEE, LOH, YANNING, YI XIAN! you guys rock! :D heehee! and loh, you are like damn odd one out lar! never wear dress or skirt! hahah! but you look pretty today! actually everyone look pretty today, gwee looked SUPER CUTE today! :D Met at orchard mrt today, then we went around ion, yanning did most of the shopping and went to basement to catch some snack and eat yami yoghurt! :D then we walked to cathay to take neoprints and then went for the buffet! hahah! now, i'm currently still very full and wont touch sushi for a while!

"Gems may be precious, but friends are priceless."

maybe our friendship may be still intact but with a few scars that may never be broken, or have i misunderstood you?

2010-02-23T21:02:00.002+08:00

Maybe it was all wrong. The trust somehow kind of broke today. I realised what i did for you is somehow not appreciated in a way. Maybe, it was too one-sided on my side. I have learned the truth of how 'trust takes years to build, yet seconds to destroy'. Or maybe, i trust people too easily. Our friendship will never be the same again i supposed. I dont know whether i should trust you again, well, what for, i dont even think you will know, you dont even come to my blog, so what for, you wont even read this.

Thanks to you, i have learned a BIG lesson, i will never ever break my promise to anyone, i'll appreciate everyone, i have learnt it the really hard way. I'll appreciate everything from now on. Even if its a small thanks, a small care i treat it BIG! Whatever, i should not have wasted my effort, my ink and paper!

"A reassuring presence, A LIGHT when times are dark, A hand reaching out, Is what friendship is about."
~Author Unknown

THANKS KELLY, JASMINE, TRINI, ISOBEL, GILAINE, GWEE, RANE for comforting me today! i love you girls. :D you guys are that light when times are dark, a hand reaching out! :D thanks, i love you! :D

cause you are no longer the light, for you left me alone when times are dark, your hand is no longer reaching out, can i trust you even further? because of you, i began to think differently about friendship. can our friendship continue to go on, or will it stop from here. or maybe our affinity is going to end. can i ever trust you again?

and can i start trusting friends again? or God is the only one whom i can trust?

OR IS IT JUST MY FUCKING PROBLEM! I GUESS I'M PMS-ING. YOU CAN JUST BLOODY IGNORE THIS POST, CAUSE I JUST NEED TO RANT IT ALL OUT!

i hate some annoying bitches and irritating people!

i love you

2010-02-21T20:17:00.003+08:00

i think i really need to start reflecting.

i've been thinking too much for my own good,
i should seriously stop.
i feel depressed all of a sudden.
i just need you by my side.
even if you dont talk,
just be beside me.
please, dont go.
or maybe is God the only one that will stay by my side forever?

bbq party

2010-02-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

Went for a bbq party today, but it wasnt exactly bbq, cause the only bbq food is satay, it was more of a buffet kind of party, but it was awesome! Hahah!

Took only a few photos, took with Faith and Yewon at the swimming pool there. Hahah!
Unagi went! WOOHOOO!

Unagi's cute today. Played playground with Unagi and He's pretty childish today.
The party was awesome! hahah! Had an awesome time there, esp with Unagi around.

2010-02-20T13:13:00.003+08:00

is there any worth left, cause i dont see much worth in it.

i feel like giving up really, but can i?

2010-02-13T16:14:00.002+08:00

i miss you guys!

2010-02-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY V.DAY 2010!

not all the presents, most are in my stomach already.

thanks people! SYNYIN, (i'm putting your name first), trini, kelly, yanning, pauline, jessie, rachael, jasmine, and some other, i cant remember now. love all of you!

Its Chinese New Year eve, which means reunion dinner! I'm freaking hungry now. D: Was helping my mum spray paint some chairs. :D Pretty FUNN! Hahah! She ended up as my helper! Its nice okay! Cause i did it! Hahah! Lol.

Apparently my mum was in a good mood. She asked me to help her run an errand, i didnt want to and she offered to give me money if i helped. So i was like how much, she said 10bucks! hahah! Even if the shop is closed and i never buy until, i still get 10bucks. Bought it and the thing was less than 10bucks, like 4.50 so she paid like 14.50 for it! Hahah! That's what happen if you are lazy! Thank goodness, Loh's brother talked to me on the phone, or i'll die of boredness walking there.

I LOVE CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE DAY! WOOHOOO!

v.day!

2010-02-12T21:42:00.004+08:00

Valentine's day at st.nick was totally AWESOME!

Thanks loads to the people who gave me presents and letters! They were AWESOME! Love you guys!
贵卿姐，达浪, 芷欣姐, 茉莉, 学长, Jasmine, Gwee, Syn Yin, Rui Han and a few more others! Haha! Love you girls! :D

and for those that i owe, i'll pass to you on weds! :D

Its Chinese New Year and Valentine's day in 2 days! YAY!

2010-02-09T19:16:00.001+08:00

20 HOURS AND 20 MINS before freedom comes my way! :D

Its gonna be CNY soon! So looking forward to it!

I love my family.

2010-02-04T19:02:00.003+08:00

MY LOVE IS FOR YOU!

OMG! THE IN YOUR EYES MV IS FREAKING AWESOME! ITS SO SWEET SOMEMORE! MY LOVE IS FOR YOU! :D

Was so pissed just now! Was highing halfway, then my dad came in and wanted to use the com. Then, after my dad, my mum wanted to use the com. Iterrupted me highing! D: I'M BACK TO HIGHING! :D

BEWARE OF DANGER!

2010-02-03T21:45:00.003+08:00

OMGGGGG! I TOTALLY LOVE HAI PAI! :D DALANG! :D
SO SWEET! AT THE LAST EPISODE NOW! :D

I hate mei jia! Bloody irritating! I want pink panther! :D

Sat at Rachael's place today! :D It was FUNNN! Like seriously! I get to crap with gui qing jie, dalang and pauline (need to get her a name)! :D Its damn fun! We got high at random stuff! We got high at hand sanitiser and had a craze on high ponytails!

I LOVE DALANG, GUI QING JIE, ZHI XIN JIE AND PAULINE!

Hey darlings, lets go buy pink panther soft toy together! :D

2010-02-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

I MISS THE WEEKENDS!

I JUST WANNA SLEEP, AND SLEEP AND SLEEP, DOING NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, OKAY, MAYBE WATCH FINISH HAI PAI. I JUST WANT TO SLEEP!

I DONT WANT TO DO ENGLISH. IT SUCKS. I'M STILL SLEEPY, TOO SLEEPY TO THINK OF ANYTHING AT ALL.

CHEN HUI YI AND I STAYED BACK UNTIL 5 TO DO CLASS DECO LAR. I'M PROUD OF OURSELVES! :D I'M GOING TO TAKE PHOTOS OF THE CLASS DECO ONCE ITS DONE! HUI YI HI-FIVE! I LOVE YOU!

SHIT! I NEED TO DO ACCOUNTS.

I WANT TO WATCH HAI PAI!

XIAO LANG AI GUI QING JIE! :D

SHIT! I HAVE TO FINISH SS GRADED, DO ACCOUNTS AND STUDY CHEM. CRAP LIFE!

2010-01-31T14:38:00.004+08:00

FINALLY. I'M BACK ON THE COM! :D

I LOVE THIS WEEK! HAD BEEN TO TWO MOVIES, AT THE SAME CINEMA. HAHA. THEY WERE TOTALLY AWESOME! JUMP AND THE SPY NEXT DAY WAS JUST AWESOME! :D I LOVE THE NAME BOB! BOB'S CUTE! :D

I LIKE CELL OUTINGS! :D

GOING OFF TO WATCH HI MY SWEETHEART!

I LOVE MY CURRENT LIFE!

2010-01-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

Its barely a week and i'm freaking busy already!

done with it and no longer gone

2010-01-05T18:10:00.006+08:00

I decided to unprivate my blog.
Ask me why? Cause i feel like it! Lol.

I did not update this freaking blog for a bloody long time, cause i have no mood.
And as you can see, its freaking DEAD!
And there's nothing you can do about it.
So wait till i start updating, provided that I have something to update about.

Like, the SECOND day of school which felt that i have been going to school for at least a week.
And that i'm going to turn old in 2 days time. D:
And so far the only teacher I like are the maths and literature teacher and oh ya, Mr Teoh. Lol.
I feel L-A-M-E!
what else can I say?
I miss my youth camp!
I miss the holidays!

I realise i havent got many things on this week. :D

bored

2009-11-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

Life's bored. Decided to private my blog for a while.

Realised been pms-ing too often nowadays. I have no idea what's wrong!
Found out that i prefer doing things alone like packing my room without anyone interfering and nowadays, i start to get angry when someone takes my things without permission. i dont mind people taking, but please ask, for goodness sake.

I'm so bored of my life.

I miss LLS!

2009-11-20T21:40:00.003+08:00

I miss the camp already! Like seriously. Just 48hours ago, we were partying like siao! I miss everyone in the camp. Now, I dont mind going back, even if the toilets are dirty and i have to wash my own dishes and even if its tiring and even the mosquito bites. I miss it like so much!

It was like so contradicting when i thought at first this camp would be so boring! I would regret if i didnt come. Sometimes, its not the things that you have did that you would regret, but those that you did not do, that makes you regret.

I love the nametag and the jacket! The jacket is like with me most of the time. I miss all the laughters and stuff. The camp is like so wonderful! Never thought that it will be like so fun and would make so much friends. Never thought that i would miss the camp so much! Its the BEST camp i ever been to. :D and the people are very very bonded. :D

I WANT A LGC AND LLS'09 OUTING SOON!
LGC and LLS'09 rocks my socks!
LGC, the exclusive club and the elites and LLS, not just leaders, but legendary leaders!

LGC, LLS

2009-11-19T22:23:00.004+08:00

My camp at LLS has ended today. It was sad. It was like so fun (except the toilets)! And our team is like so bonded and united. And all was just so inspiring. And i totally made cool new good friends there.

my FABULOUS team! LGC = Leader's generation Club!
its exclusive!

Even though it was just four days three nights, our team was so bonded. We had overcome obstacles and challenges as a team and made new friends. It was just so fun. I think our cheer was fabulous! It was one of the best team i ever worked with.

LGC, LGC, soaring in the sky, pretty one, handsome one, which one do you want? I'm the handsome one, I'm the pretty one, if you want to know us more, come to LGC. (to the tune of jingle bell)

Shared many things, legacy and stuff and made loads of new friends and learnt more about leadership. It was one of the best camps i ever been to. The camp was a good experience.

"If everyone is sitting, you better be found standing. When everyone is standing, you better be found standing out. And of everyone is found standing out, you better be found outstanding." Its one of the best quotes i ever heard of.

2009-11-15T21:01:00.001+08:00

packing my bag and off to camp tomorrow.

2009-11-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

YAB is nice. Seriously!

Mum is no longer angry with me which means i'm ungrounded. thou i cant go out for a long hours.
She woke me up early in the morning asking me to go jb with her.

Then after i came back, met Loh to go AMK with me. Had to settle something by today. Crapped a lot, played a lot. :D Today was fun. Kinda.

two days.
two months.
two years.

2009-11-13T16:35:00.004+08:00

Life is so boring. I'm so bored at home. The holidays are so boring. I might just do a pro and cons table for the holiday.

OMG! I so want to watch You're Beautiful Ep 13! I hate it when they stop at the interesting part! GOSH! Tae Kyung asked mi nam to continue liking him. And i cant imagine what would happen next?!?! Like will they be together? lol. Its 2 more weeks to the last episode, and after that the show Hero will be out! Lee Jun Ki!! :D

And i think i'm ungrounded. Hopefully. :D My mum is no longer angry. Next week i have camp. Sorry, i cant go ice skating. Hopefully the camp will be fun.

One day.
One week.
One month.
One year.
One decade.

Grounded.

2009-11-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

Okay, i'm grounded. Officially.

I learnt many things today. Okay, i proved a lot of things today.
1. Adults do not like to listen to the truth.
2. Never tell your dad what your mum says even if its the truth.
3. If you want to tell your dad, make sure your mum is not around.
4. Never take a bus when it is raining, take the mrt.
5. Leave the place an hour earlier to reach home before curfew time.

2009-11-10T21:27:00.001+08:00

I cant wait for tommorrow! I want to watch my show! Like seriously! It looks so EXCITING! :D

Holidays arent great afterall.

2009-11-07T21:27:00.003+08:00

Holidays arent that great afterall.

Finally! I have finished writing the letters and doing the collage! :D I'm pleased with myself. Its a lot of time and glue. But, after i finished, i dont know how i'm going to spend the next few days before Loh comes back.

Luckily i got something on on Weds! :D I'm going out with Joelyn! Gosh! I miss her so much! Excited! :D I miss the old days when we do lame stuffs together. We did many things together! :D I miss her! Glad that i'm going to see her soon! :D

insane.

2009-11-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

The weather and everything is driving me insane.

Loh went to Malaysia, and will be gone for SEVEN days. I think i'm going to die even before she comes back. I'm totally rotting at home. Someone go out with me. I don't mind going anywhere, seriously! Even the library. Jenny, thanks for asking me out to the lib tmr, or i'll totally rot for goodness sake. I miss the porridge and the 'youtiao'. Loh, faster come back and eat breakfast with me. lol. :D Loh, hope you are reading this! I miss 888 already, but i dont go there myself. lol.

I feel proud of myself! I managed to finish letters. :D I hope to be able to send it out before tues next week. I need to get started on my collage. Hope that it will turn out a success. :D

yanning, ask me out. or someone, ask me out.

unsafe

2009-11-04T16:00:00.003+08:00

I feel totally UNSAFE! The town council has some reroofing thingy going on up my head CURRENTLY! I can hear and feel all the banging on top of me. What if the roof topples or something. Gosh, i hate the town council.

2009-11-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

Went to school with Loh, Rochelle and Rachel Teow to hand up the subject combi form. Had fun laughing lar. The day was filled with laughter.

After handing up the form, went to macs to eat cause Loh wanted to collect the monopoly thingy. We felt so cheapo cause we went to steal from the next table, actually its Loh who went to steal, and we stole from Loh. Then we went to cwp to shop again! Realised Loh's taste is quite diff from mine and rachel teow's taste, we have the same taste! So, i'm going to pull her to go shopping with me when i'm going to change my whole wardrobe, which is hopefully soon! :D my mum promised me that i could change my whole wardrobe.

Wanted to buy this set of clothes, and after buying, we are going to the beach together. Walked around the whole cwp and kept going in cotton on and metro to look at the clothes. Talked lots of crap, like prom night, which is like so long later, and what we are going to buy for our kids next time, which is even longer, and what guys we will marry. Went to see more clothes and crapped like a lot. I like going out with Loh and Rachel Teow. She's really funny. :D

i wanna watch 2012!

2009-11-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

I dont like my font, but i'm too lazy to change, well.

:D

2009-11-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with the world. What's wrong with my mum? Can't she like stop talking about her? Yes, she got in triple science, and yes, she got in e.c. class, and YES, she is smart. And what, yes, her complexion is good? What else do you want me to say?? YES, YES, YES. Stop talking to me about her. I know she's better than me. Stop it won't you?

I think Loh is still the best. One that understands me. :D Okay, at least she knows how i feel. double :D. lol. Went breakfast with Loh like AGAIN. I realised i like having breakfast with her. We crap a lot while having breakfast. We just sit down there for 1 hour eating porridge and crap. It's like we have common topic, like gossiping. I can't imagine life without her next year, a class without SMJYYRLK^2XH. Seriously, i cant. I sit there thinking how life would be, but no, i cant think of it. I cant think of life without Jenny, Kelly and Syn Yin crapping and playing and even gossiping in my life. And i cant think of how life would be without mad asking me to do my work. I don't mind being in 2Wisdom. Like seriously even though there are like some people, ya, but still, life is FUN with SMJYYRLK^2XH. :D Went to Loh's house after breakfast for somemore crapping. Fetched her brother from his PAP before going back to her house. And i found out that Loh likes her balcony. we were crapping there. Her mum is an awesome cook! :D She cooked like noodles for lunch and kept feeding me with more of her noodles. Watched TV and crapped with her brother and her. :D Was fun until i went home at 2, before going out again!

Loh asked me to go clothes shopping with her today, and i realised her taste and my taste are somewhat different. She likes to buy simple things, while i like bold things. And she was buying a dress. :0 Sneak out of house to accompany her, and we didnt shop much cause i havent had time. Crapped even more while doing shopping. And i think we are going to continue crapping again tmr. lol. I'll miss her. I'll miss everybody!

2009-11-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

YIPPEEE!

I just finished watching Tag 24 hours! :D So stupid the police one only until part 16, and it just stopped there, which means i havent watch finish. :(

I think i will be taking bio, which is most likely. I dun care anymore. I shall just follow what i like and what i want. What i wanted from the start. :D And that is what some people tell me to take.

I'm still doing my new blogskin. Which i took 2 days and havent finish. Hopefully it will turn out nice, finger crossing. It's supposed to be some playback thingy. yeah.

I am going to mail people their letter. So SMJYYLK^2XH, do email me your address?? I shall send to you guys as soon as i finished! :D I'm determined to make the best out of it?! lol.

Went to Sakura to eat and to kind of celebrate my grandpa's birthday. It was ok, but i ate until i was like so full, and people keep telling me to eat more.

And FH is showing on channel u again! I saw Bobby and Yoyo. Lol. I have no idea what i'm writing now. My stomach is still very bloated.

bye.
ok, that was random. lol.

update.

2009-10-29T12:23:00.003+08:00

Guess i havent been updating for a very long time. I shall attempt to make this post as long as i can. But, i dont feel like updating about the camp. I'm just too lazy to do that.

Went to 888 with Loh this morning, to see loh eat breakfast. I think she has very wierd taste. She mixed chicken rice chilli with her meatball porridge and the 'youtiao'. Then we crapped like a lot. We spent more than 1hour just eating her meatball porridge. We crapped like really a lot a lot. Like the people we are annoyed at, and the people who kept talking about going into E.C. class. And some other random things.

Bought things for farewell present. Loh bought things as councillors, and they are like giving goody bags as farewell present while me and yanning are giving something that is BOOMZ. Lol. Yeah, i think its boomz and shingz at the same time.

I think to some people, it will be boomz and some people, shingz. Haha. I think it is wierd, and i bet no one ever gave that as farewell present. But, the aim of giving the farewell present is to see people's reaction. I guess Fanny's reaction will be ":O". Haha. Have fun guessing what it is. Dont think you can guess, so see it for yourself tomorrow. Its something that is very useful. :D Lol.

Going to the movies with Loh, Yanning, Kelly and Xin Yee later at AMK Hub. :D The Sister's Keeper. And i think i better go bathe first. :D

2009-10-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

I think my brother is stupid. He thinks word doc needs the internet before it can work. lol. He was complaining about the internet connection not working and about the word doc. He's really stupid.

And what is there left to say?

2009-10-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

According to my dear Amelia, its going to be fun, the camp.

Last year, they visited the supreme court or something and there's going to be a lot of games. :D

I love my Amelia!

2009-10-21T19:37:00.001+08:00

great, she isnt going. wth.

2009-10-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

ning's house now! :D

Seoul Garden, NO WAY

2009-10-18T20:20:00.004+08:00

I swear i'll not go to Seoul Garden for at least half a year.

For one week, i have been to Seoul Garden TWICE! lol. My dad decided that he wants to eat beef, so he suggested to go Seoul Garden, like again. Yeah, and i almost died eating.

My mum bought a new camera! :D WAY COOL. Ok, she bought like a vacuum cleaner, a dvd player and a new camera today.

Went back to HOP today, and i realised that jo had changed real lot, at least for the time i had been away. Cassandra still the same. :D

I'm so looking forward to going ning's house on tues, and so looking forward to tasting Yanni's cooking! :D It's so going to be fun. lol. HAHA!

I shall change my blogskin and start watching my drama and play less games. lol.

i so do not look forward to weds and thurs.

Day of Reflection

2009-10-15T18:36:00.004+08:00

Today was day of reflection. I dont really mind cause its like slack and you dont have to go to the sun like tommorrow or perspire like crazy. And i like listening to stories and prayers. lol.

I'M SO GOING TO MISS SMJYYRLK^2XH LAH! THANKS GUYS! YOU MADE THIS YEAR A VERY WONDERFUL YEAR. THANKS! I LOVE YOU GUYS!
it seems only yesterday that i stepped into 2w, and yet, we are leaving in 2 weeks time.

After the day was over, I went to AMK Hub to eat with Syn Yin after school. Then, we walked the whole AMK like twice? For 2 hours. And if i'm not wrong, there was an accident. Got blood leh! Saw it on the escalator there. Went to fairprice Xtra to look look see see. Went to look at Halloween stuff and like TOYS? And water bottles. Then, we walked into random shops, and we were looking at things for Li lan and we found tubes and skirts for Fanny.

YRL, ZOO TRIP

2009-10-14T20:47:00.004+08:00

Today, instead of going to the Jurong Bird Park, we went to the
.
okay, that's lame.

We went to see the animals, like really a lot, a lot. Till i almost died. The pictures are with Yanning until her camera died, and my phone took over. lol.
proudly presenting Loh and her,
.

Went to eat at KFC, and after eating went to the Kampong House which was BLOODY SCARY! Got lots of things hiding here and there. But, met this little kids from New Zealand, damn CUTE! lol. Had to stay there for a very long time cause it RAINED. Spoiled our mood, but it made the trip more memorable. And luckily we brought rain coat, like the one from NDP 2006 (me and loh) which came in useful today. lol.
see Loh and me! :D
.
she tried to hide my phone under her raincoat to take this pic. and do you see someone behind us? GHOST! its seriously NOT YANNING!

It was raining so heavily that Yanning covered her shoes in plastic bag so as to not let her shoes get wet. here are some pictures :D

Walked on to see animals, was quite fun? Loh's funny sentence was that "When I smile at the deer, the deer ran away." And also, "I smile at them, they tao me, but its better than they run away." Went to watch some shows, and Loh was supposed to volunteer, but what happened LOH? I love the sea lion!

Then we went to the shop at the entrance, there was like so many halloween stuff. Jenny will totally love it! JENNY! SEE THE MASK!
and we bought you a halloween hat! :D

Almost collapsed man after the whole zoo trip. Walked too much. lol. Took bus all the way to AMK? So stupid! Then we took mrt back to Woodlands. I have no idea why they dun have a direct bus to Woodlands except for Sundays and Public holidays.

It was a HAPPY & MEMORABLE trip to the zoo for YRL! :D

Seoul Garden

2009-10-13T19:20:00.003+08:00

YAY!

The trip to Seoul garden was a success. And i think Syn Yin gave up pn Tokyo Garden and came to Seoul garden instead. lol. Anyway, it was FUN!!!
With Super, Mad, Jelly, Yoghurts, Yummy, Lollipops, K (Kelly).

I think its my first time going out with the pig, LEE YING TING, who says she would eat a lot, but she didnt. And that reminds me, i'm supposed to do the dedications. BUT, I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO PUT IT!

I LOVE YOU GUYS, I HAD SO MUCH FUN!
eating and crapping, and even sitting in the void deck gossiping. lol. :D
I realised i like going out with Syn Yin. She has lots of stories to tell. I love her lar! :D

Excited about the trip tomorrow. :D

2009-10-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

Xin Yee, no one has the right to ask you to close your blog. You have the freedom to write about anything, and you only wrote her name. And i do not see any problem with that. You are NOT involved in cyber bullying or anything, hence she does not have the right to ask you to close down your blog. Writing her name down can be positive or negative, it does not mean anything. She was worse last year, havent you heard from Hazel? :D

so relax, she might stalk you or something, but who cares, you got friends like me and kelly to protect you! :D lol. haha!

And i seriously need some space for my dedications!

2009-10-11T13:33:00.001+08:00

I've got it ALL settled, so it wont be awkward anymore. :D
And i told her the truth ready.

2009-10-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

Do you notice a lighter colour of grey? (: lol.

2009-10-10T17:45:00.003+08:00

The feeling was totally GREAT! :D
My life will only be perfect with you! :D
You are a TRUE friend indeed. lol.
Sorry for all that happened recently!

OMG! I'm so excited!
We have GREAT plans once exams are officially over!
Seoul Garden on Tues after HCL paper,
Jurong Bird Park/Zoo or BattleBox on Weds (i'm so looking forward to this).
Movie marathons, Sleepovers, Shopping trips, Museum trips,
We have like so many activities planned out! I'm so looking forward.
We shall take lots of photos babes!
YOU GIRLS ARE THE BEST MAN! :D

Loh! thanks for your lee min ho pencil box, haha. lol.
its the thought that counts,
i love you! :D
you are the best.

Thanks for everything girls.

2009-10-09T19:32:00.002+08:00

Its a HAPPY DAY! So relaxing. No more chionging home to study, just going out. :D
And the fact that you had finally came back. Life was really tough without you!

Everyone was really relaxed after the science paper lar, I screwed everything up so far, except Geog and Hist. Spent less than two hours studying for science, which is THREE modules! And i have no idea how to do the physics and chem. But i shall not think of it anymore.

After school, okay, not school, but after english test, went out with Loh, Kelly and Hazel. Went to causeway point. I shall stop going from causeway point ready, i am getting real sick of it. Loh, we shall go on a movie marathon someday ok? :D haha, lol.

Ate lunch at the foodcourt because me and Loh suddenly felt like eating korean food. Hazel was freaking HEALTHY can! She bought mixed rice and it was like ALL VEG! And Kelly ate damn fast today can! After that, went to walk walk. Walked into The Face Shop, and it was damn funny can! Kelly wanted to buy nail polish. So we saw this sticker for french manicure, Hazel said what "Its for dummies." Everyone laughed can! I swear i saw the shop assistant laughed too. lol. And then, we were talking about manicure, and Hazel asked what is that? She said, "Isnt that the model?" Ok, she was talking about maniquin. lol. Damn funny lar she.

Went vista park with Jenny and Kelly after that. Regreted much. We should have brought money. We almost died of dehydration. Wanted to buy water, but NO money, D: So we went home to drink.

Slacked the whole day after that! :D Slacking is really FUN!

7 papers DOWN, 2 papers to go,
but who really gives a damn to e.lit and hcl?

2009-10-05T15:59:00.001+08:00

I shall not emo and stop thinking anymore. What's there left to think? Its all needles that hurt you. :D HAHA!

I feel HAPPY today! :D

Good Luck people for EOYS! :D

2009-10-02T15:54:00.002+08:00

Maybe i have been thinking too much, at least too much for my own good.

I thought she was different, at least different from all the people i know, someone who would be a great friend, but is she and would she? Is she different or is she the same? I was sure she would be, a few months ago, but now, i seriously have no idea, maybe we should think about this.

I decided to stop bitching about people, at least for now. It isn't healthy at all. HARMFUL.

I think i am sinking into depression. I never wanted to go home alone in my whole life, but today, i actually went home on my own even thou i had so many people to go home with. I need something to cheer me up, to cheer me on.

I'm walking in a dark road, i need some rays of light.

I need some green colours in my life.

2009-09-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

Today was a very free day. Had like the whole day free? Like the only teachers that came in was Li Lan during Chinese and CME (which were DAMN slack) and malay cikgu (which are always slack), hence = WHOLE DAY FREE. lol.

Felt hardworking today. Studied during school time and finished some mindmaps! :D Went amk lib with Syn Yin and Mad today after school. I need to save $$ this week! I can, must, shall only spend $5 for the next two days, so people, please do NOT tempt me, esp Kelly to buy bread, thou we are on a bread craze! i shall buy if i have enough $$ thou! :D

Bread is just TOO AWESOME, especially hotdog/cheese sausage bread, right kelly? :D

I found out that Me, Jenny and Kelly can understand and communicate without talking. :D but is it very obvious?

OMG! My cousin is coming, i dont think i will be able to study unless she dosent come into my room. I shall lock the door. lol. I shall do mindmaps tomorrow since i cant do it today. I shall study history and read which helps me revise for history - i'm now at page 80, talking about the Maria Hertogh riot. And maybe do a bit of science.

I shall not go and study in the spot i studied yesterday, i will fall asleep.

2009-09-28T18:28:00.009+08:00

click to enlarge, this is INTERESTING. lol. actually not really. click the 2nd and 3rd pic, and read what ll wrote, like in CHINESE. and her fb very boring, its mostly she and who who who became friends..

and i have no idea what happened to my link. i make it right soon. (: lol. so JENNY! dun ask me what happened! it was supposed to have a thing called map, but, somehow, yes, it got missing. lol.

and i realised my dad is so random today! he wrote this on a post-it and stuck it onto the com. lol. so CUTE can ! haha!

look at how jenny rolls her eyes, and be amazed by it. lol.
haha!

and mad, i shall write you a dedication SOON! i need to mug today :P

2009-09-25T20:06:00.005+08:00

i shall change my blogskin soon, if situation permits. i am getting real sick of my blogskin. SOON, i will change. blogger is dying on me. BLEH./

Someone on facebook just spoiled the fabulous RED colour, with red mushroom and red shirt. Guess you know is who le. Lol. Someone who had just created facebook and added Monique and Fanny on facebook while everyone was doing bao zhang. But, seriously, i am wondering how she understand anything on facebook, or is there a chinese version of facebook?
Syn Yin, i have a FABULOUS idea, lets use her display pic and make it to a masterpiece like what we did the previous time, okae? (:

Today, me, Mad, Kelly, Kia Yuen and Jenny went to Syn Yin's house, apparently to study. However, we seems to spend most of the time eating. Chicken rice for lunch, some sweet corn plus condensed milk thingy for teabreak and the 'suan mei' which Jenny, Mad and Kelly started snatching around. Syn Yin, i like your house lar(: super neat and nice. :D very comfy too, esp your room, it looks very comfy. (: And your living room is like mine lar, white and brown. Haha.

Shall dedicate something to Lee Ying Ting, Syn Yin and Jenny:

TO LEE YING TING:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOUSEWIFE, PIAN FU, SHI BAI ZHE.
Haha. do you like the birthday card series me and Mad made for you? :D

TO THE SUPER SYN YIN:

To the lovely Syn Yin! :D

She's very GLAM unlike the one below. Be jealous Jenny! :D Syn Yin and i have many things in common. For example, our name! :D I'm proud to say that our first two words of our name is COMMON! :D Be jealous people. I love her! :D

TO JENNY GOH

To the scandalous Jenny:

Hey, look at how glam you are. (: I think this picture will be up on a few other blogs. :P Me and Kelly shall think of another 101 sins and make it to 202(: Be proud of us, girl! And stop being so 'di diao' lar(: Your 'di diao' very funny leh!

i'm too lazy to type anymore. i shall post more tmr?

and there's cip tmr, and i havent told my mummy.

2009-09-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

Kelly and I are done with Jenny's 101 sins. (:

2009-09-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

LOOK OUT FOR LOH! (:

2009-09-19T19:59:00.003+08:00

dosent Loh just look so CUTE here? and she has a new name called Lamb. cute right?

went to lib with loh. she was so lame and funny today lar. she prank call a lot of people, with "hi, are you ____, i'm RN from 2w." and only xinyee got tricked. the rest (kelly, kia yuen and hazel) didnt get trick. (: haha! xin yee freaked out man. HAHA! and thanks to loh, i laughed till i got a stomachache. seriously, she was SO funny today man! and i just love my pencil box. (: jenny joined us at 2++.. so LATE. loh and i reached at 10.. and did i mention? i only finish maths practice paper and english summary in that 10 to 6 time, and i spent about 1 hour on summary only, so can you calculate how long i took to do the maths practice paper? lol. from 10 to 2plus, we went to buy things from the cafe and threw away rubbish every one hour. lol. so we visited the cafe FOUR times till i think the person know us. lol.

i have loads of things i havent do.. and my 2nd piority i havent finish yet. :(

~~art research (dafont.com)~~
chem notes - after which, send to Mad.
~~maths practice paper~~
~~english summary~~
english literature (old folks home)
study geog
study hist
study science

additional things:

sms mad to do her work
~~send mad home econs and art~~
~~send lamb home econs~~

i think i'm going to take a nap for now.

2009-09-18T19:33:00.003+08:00

bobby, yoyo , bobo, nut and flirt (mad, kelly, syn yin, hazel and jenny) came to my house. me and kelly decided to change the names in our contact list. lol. and tom is officially kia yuen, and that person's name has been changed to aja, which origins from india and means goat. lol.

they kind of made a mess out of my room, but who cares? lol. before coming, when pop and bought this very lame, cute and CHEAP tom and jerry pencil box. (: i was HAPPY! but there's no pen refill.. :(

ll is bloody UNREASONABLE today, but she was nice enough to actually return the phone and not call the mother. (:

i like sitting with MAD! ;D she's FUN to sit with, unlike LOH! :D

2009-09-17T21:06:00.004+08:00

today was an AWESOME day! :D

changed seats yesterday, so i am now officially sitting beside mad and in front of xin yee and behind the dustbin. lol. sitting with mad and xin yee, and jenny, and amelia all round me is FUN! they write on post-its unlike LOH. and she refuses to take the maths paper from me, says she's gonna do during li lan's period tmr! WHERE CAN FINISH? lol.

at the start of the day, me and mad decided to push the dustbin nearer to us for OUR convenience, but the anti (auntie) cleaner 'scolded' and pushed it back :( we had like THREE free periods and we CRAPPED abt df and jenny! found loads of secrets. heehee. :D and a very slackish period during lit, mad and i were writing on post-its and wendy keeps walking NEAR us. we were so bored that i found out there's a smiley face on the wall just beside me and mad found out that wendy has a two diff 'a's in two words - character analysis. one with the hook thingy and three without the hook thingy.

after recess, was CHINESE :D yippee! today's chinese was so freaking FUN can! :D as most of the time, me and mad were smsing like siao, and we were passing my phone under the table smsing to syn yin, kia yuen, kelly, loh, df and jenny who didnt bother to reply. smsed 68 messages today. and my batt was kind of FLAT when i came home and i just charged FULL bar yesterday. thanks to the people who played icy tower. :P

tom is angry at me. i bet.

and jenny is a bad bad girl. not only she smses in class, she lies. bad jenny!

2009-09-16T19:57:00.002+08:00

i love this quote! :D

2009-09-16T19:52:00.004+08:00

motherly love. taken from xin yee, and this was very long time ago ready lar, but still. lol.

i need to do lots of stuffs today.

and i'm excited to sit with Mad tmr! i shall forget all about loh! bleh, LOH! :D its a HAPPY day and it shall be tmr too, beside the fact there's a maths practice paper tmr.. :D i love my love. lol. :D

2009-09-15T20:10:00.003+08:00

can you guess who is this? this is syn yin, yanning and my beautiful artpiece done during home econs. :D using photoshop. so FUNN! have fun guessing. those who know.. shh! lol. :D

the chengyu test is wasting a lot of resources, and singapore has limited resources. waste paper, waste brain cells, waste ink. waste EVERYTHING! lol. we should not even have the chengyu test. and its apparently GRADED - according to mad and i only found out today!

went to loh's house. me, kelly and mad. quite FUN!:D had lots of fun crapping there. played like chengyu jie long, hoping to improve our chengyu. lol. but FAILED. added lots of things that weren't chengyu, and loh added lots of er.. :D

to MAD: actually i'm FINE with changing seats lah! it will be FUN sitting beside you, but i'm going to be like RIGHT IN FRONT! which means no more doing and studying of own stuff during lessons. :( but i'm ok if i were to change seats. but i will miss loh a lot! :(

ps, ll wants to start with a new chapter for chinese, and she havent finish her lao shi yet lah! she spent more than half an hour crapping about her langkawi (is this how you spell) trip.

pss, my love replied! :D HAPPY NOTE!

2009-09-14T19:52:00.004+08:00

i'm bloody HAPPY today can! :D

1st thing to be HAPPY about! my love replied yet again! :D:D:D

2nd thing! loh came my house just now and we crapped a lot. kelly and jenny, its a pity you gals didnt come. :( it was so FUN! loh thought we didnt get many things done, then i started crapping on all the crappy stuffs we did, and she added in lots of lame stuff too!:D
i shall list out all the things we did: we had fun, we laughed, we ate potato chips and hello panda. i ate my dinner, we watched a lot of funny videos. we found out each other and kind of remembered each other's b/c number, we finished eng compre, i slept for 1sec, lol. i managed to make a few calls now and then, and sms! loh managed to charge her hp, we managed to fix my laptop, we calculated money, and this is by LOH: we breathed in oxygen and breathed out carbon dioxide --> see how lame can she get! and i found out her email password. she came at 4 and left at about 7. HAD LOTS OF FUN! :D

THIRD! loh said she will try to convince li lan not to change our current seating arrangement! :D and ll is so funny and retarded today. her laptop the cd thingy was open, and when she held her laptop, andrea asked me what was that sticking out, and i found out that it was the cd thingy. we started laughing non-stop. she STARED at us like we were some freak like that. then i suppose she realised, and started trying to close it. but instead of pushing in, she started pulling. how retarded is that.

I LOVE LOH AND MY LOVE TO THE MAX! :D

isnt it just a happy day?

p/s. i found out that if your left eye/eyelid/eyebrow is twitching --> means something good's gonna happen. lol. that's what happened to me! :D

2009-09-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY AND SAD!

i'm happy because my love replied and my mum didnt scold me for ppr.

i'm sad because of the damn seating arrangement. WHAT MING ZHONG ZHU DING! its all crap!

2009-09-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

gosh. i havent let my mum see my ppr yet. i'm so going to die can! lol.

2009-09-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

its been a fun and interesting day.
woke up at EIGHT AM, cant believe that i actually woke up that early. found out that i woke up too early, lol. used the laptop till 9.10 before changing and leaving the house. went to the lib to meet loh, and damn her lar, she was late and i have to chiong in! :( i cant chiong in for your info. so we ended up studying at the cafe. bought something to eat and drink before Mad came at 11plus. did gong han from 12plus to 1plus before going to eat long john.

after which, went to popular to buy things. asked my mum whether can go my house to study. but she said NO! which was like wtf. told her lots of excuses, but she said house was messy and all the crap. said we need to use the com, she told us to go back home take the laptop out to rp or lib to study. she actually gave us money to take taxi to rp! cant believe it. she rather give us money to take a taxi then let us stay at home. lol. was pissed.

we gave up talking to her and went back to the lib. lol. actually, we went macs first. the internet connection was BAD, BAD, BAD! the lib too! i hate it! the lib seems to hate us sia. lol. we couldnt find a good plug, and the internet connection was down and my laptop lagged like SIAO. mad lost her wallet so we went ard finding it till 5plus, before we settled down and continued doing our work. she went off at 6pm while me and loh stayed till 7plus before leaving. lol.

i feel PROUD of myself for studying! :D

2009-09-11T16:38:00.002+08:00

i never knew it would be so fun to look at your dad's old report book! lol. (:
its like WOW! i found my dad's pri and sec report book in the walk-in-wardrobe, in some drawer! :D now, i can use it to get away from scoldings for bad results. lol.

I'M SO HAPPY THAT I COULD DIE OF OVER HAPPINESS. lol. :D

2009-09-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

the holiday is coming to past and the exams are coming. :(

havent really started studying for ANYTHING! all i have been doing were notes, notes and more notes. and there's the stupid chengyu test on week one and some other thing that i cant seem to remember. lol. i need to do well for term FOUR!

i hate staying at home. except for the fact for my laptop or i would have died.

2009-09-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

went to kelly's house today, supposedly to study. but failed quite miserably. studied for like 5mins? lol. reached her house at 2pm and went out to play at 3pm. with jenny! :D and i like kelly's bean bag! :D except for the fact... its better to keep mum about it. lol.

didnt really take any glam photos of jenny! :( and are we going to lib tmr jenny?

2009-09-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Sherbelle! please do not be sad! :D
i'm 100% sure that we will do better next year, and win that GOLD! :D with you in the lead, i'm sure we will do just fine and get that GOLD! :D yippee! Sherbelle ftw! :D
i'll promise to do my part like seriously and make sure that we win GOLD next year! :D

let me get emotional. this two day thing is really nice. although my group didnt really talk a lot, but i like them! my group's really silent! :( and i regretted not talking a lot. i should have just crapped like usual. if all of these can restart i would talk like nobody's business and make all of them talk!:) and forge GREAT friendship with them! lol. :D i remember MICHELLE and ENG ENG! :D haha! :D they are NICE people! :D lol. haha! i remembered Michelle asking me if i take POA, and i was like "WHAT?". "Principles of Accounts" i was like er... she's nice! :D and she did a great job presenting too! :D haha! lol. i love them all! :D they are nice people! hope to see them again soon! :D

i miss all of them already! why does good times always fly past so quickly. i thought the workshop would be boring, but it turns out otherwise. i really hope to see them real soon again! :D

its by fate that we meet, even for that short while.

2009-09-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

GOSH! i miss her already :(
cant believe she actually remembered me! :D:D i love her!

today is a depressing yet happy day. MUST GET GOLD NEXT YEAR! :D

2009-09-07T20:05:00.003+08:00

i think i'm turning into some freak or something! i fell asleep at like FIVE PM yesterday and woke up at 6.15am this morning! goodness gracious! i have no idea how i did that.

went for some leadership camp/workshop at IJTP for the whole day from 8plus to 4plus. it was quite ok, except that my group didn't really talk much. and i realised i didn't really talk much today (MIRACLE). i just crapped after the whole thing ended. the banana cake was nice, at least nicer than the choco cake that almost made me vomit. *bleh*

and i have presentation tomorrow --> means i have to sleep EARLY tonight, or i will just screw everything up tomorrow! must win gold ;) i think she is pretty and cute! :D
ok.. that was random. i like her hair! and her bangs are pretty too! :D

2009-09-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

i love loh's brother! :D wo ai ah! :D haha. lol. talked to loh for more than an hour just now, and was crapping a lot like usual. :D actually, i am still your cai xin hui and i still want you to be my luo wen ling! :D haha!

yesterday was THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! :D went amk hub after school with Syn Yin, Kelly and Kia Yuen! :D met Lok Yan, Lynn and Leshia on the way. :D went to foodcourt to eat, afterwhich went to NTUC to buy something.(: i bought some sugar peanuts and we went to some places near coffeebean and sat on the floor and sat there crapping like nobody's business. :D kelly, kia yuen and i went to toilet, wanted to take our belongings and go find security guard to chase the rest away. but by the time we went back, found out that the security guard had chased the rest away ready. haha! lol.

LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL ARTPIECE I DID ON KIA YUEN'S BACK! :D

and JENNY! here's your maths homework:

pg 232 Q4
pg 233 Q11, Q16
pg 234 Q18

and that's ALL! :D with the maths w/s! :D

2009-09-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

jenny and i felt so hardworking today! :D we went to the lib after sch and borrrowed quite a lot of books:D haha! lol.

Tomorrow's getting back ppr, its so RETARDED!

2009-09-01T20:34:00.001+08:00

its barely 3 hours, and i miss her badly already. please come back soon. it feels so empty without you.

2009-09-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

i am so FULL that i could almost die! today's my aunt's last day. i'm freaking sad can! :( she's leaving for the airport soon! :( she prepared a feast just now, and i helped to prepare! (be proud of me) haha! lol. and i cant upload the pictures! :(

Woodgrove Primary food is so FREAKING CHEAP can! i bought a bowl of noodles for 80cents!:D haha! its quite a nice going back.:D

2009-08-30T14:50:00.001+08:00

i think i will take a long time to finish posting this. i'm going to do home econs, blog and watch my drama. :D lol.

ok, yesterday, i went to eat with my AUNT and AHMA at chong pang in the morn before bringing my ahma to see the dentist. :P so we went to some market at chong pang to eat our breakfast. i bought CHWEE KUEH to eat! :D when i went back, i sat down and said "i want to eat chwee kueh!". and my aunt was like, "i wanted to eat too!" --> 1st example to show that we think alike! :D:D ok, so we went to the dentist with my ahma, and afterwhich, went to northpoint to shop! :D it was quite ok, cause i BOUGHT (no, actually my aunt bought for me) something RED! :D

went home, and started watching my drama and did home econs, at 5, loh called and asked me to go out, to CWP to buy teachers' day pressie. didn't want to. but that LOH managed to convince me, somehow, she always have ways to convince me to do something, - like going to cwp when i'm in the middle of my drama and stop me from sleeping, and even buying something for LILAN! haha! but something she didnt manage to convince me, it is to buy sth for chualala! :D lol. so ya, we shopped at cwp for like 1h plus.. and we bought pressie for alex teoh, cc (loh bought it at orchard before that) and teachers' report book for SEET and lilan. actually i only wanted to buy for SEET! but loh.. she made a persuasive speech. lol.

this morning went to some market to eat, we went on our diff way to buy what we wanted to eat, went to diff alley(dont know what's that called) , i decided to buy lor mee! :D haha! so i bought and went back to sit. when my aunt came back, she said she bought the same thing as me. and we didnt even discuss about it! lol. haha!

ok, i need to finish up my home econs. :D and need to learn my ting xie! i shall not cheat! :D:D lol.

2009-08-28T21:26:00.003+08:00

have you seen or heard about this Queen Nerfertiti? haha!

ok, i have FAILED my german, like again! by 0.5marks! its like only how many marks, 0.5! cant she just give me 0.5marks, make me happy! arh! anyway, on the HAPPY side, today is my LAST lesson(forever!), so i think i will be going out with Syn Yin and Kia Yuen on Fridays! :D i'm FREE! lol. haha!

Rachel Teow! you are indebted to me! :P

you can just ignore this part

2009-08-26T18:03:00.002+08:00

what is the real meaning behind life? having a mechanic lifestyle like the person in the lit book, "smoke"?? i have no freaking idea! and what is hope??? have anyone thought of all these things??

i asked kia yuen, she says, (i'm too lazy to type out, so i just copied and paste)
RENA says:
what is life to you?
Kia Yuen says:
this is very random
RENA says:
qn 2) what does hope means to you?
Kia Yuen says:
life is like a dream.
hopes means something to look forward to
RENA says:
also, what is the real meaning behind life?
Kia Yuen says:
different people have different interpretations aabout life. somepeople see it as living and wait for your turn to die, sompeople think its living it to the fullest and making full use of it
and kiayuen thinks that its like a dream
;D

and i asked Cassandra, she said,
hmm
life is a test of survival
hope is something you get when in dire straits
I think that the real meaning of life is..
a test given by God to see whether we can be worthy of his grace and go to heaven...?
Uh..
I have other views but this is what I can think of now.

i seriously need to let it ALL out now! i just need something, somewhere to rant it all out. i dont want to get all trapped in this mechanical lifestyle. dont you think that all of us are trapped in a mechanical lifestyle now? :( life is getting so sad and boring. all you do, sleep, wake up go school, go home/cca and study and go sleep again! its like wth can.
and this is by kia yuen again:
not everyone, but most people.
everyday, life is teh same for you and me, we go school, crap, sleep in class, get scolded, get sent out to the veranda, and we go home, do homework watch drama

i shall think about all these on my bed. :D i just love my bed. i think of all lot of things on it. :P

and i'm getting so pissed at myself. i only got a PATHETIC ONE A can! for this whole term. its super super sucky can! its the worst in my whole life! like seriously can. just ignore this part! like seriously! i know i'm getting to result conscious.

please ignore all that i had written. its all so crap can! i think i'm getting a bit too edgey.
i hate myself for being like this! being so result-consious, being so friendship conscious, being so conscious about everything! i hate it. i realise i'm getting a bit too emotional here.

2009-08-23T02:08:00.002+08:00

I have FINALLY finished home econs!
:D:D:D:D i stayed up till so late! Loh went offline at 1.50 like that.. :(

it was a FUN day today, but tiring. We went to the science centre! it was so freaking fun after THREE can! :D:D

it was so tiring that i fell asleep once i reached home lar! i shall talk more about it tmr.

I NEED TO SLEEP! :)

2009-08-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

Kia Yuen has decided to forgive that person, but i figure, i still need time. i cant stand it when she shows off or being SUPER irritating! Stop that will you!

2009-08-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

GOSH! i cant upload the photos!! :( i got TWO photos to upload!!

GOSH! GOSH! Diana is like so damn cool can!! ;D:D she can bend a fork and break it. Using her hand!! GOSH!! its so freaking COOL can! i SHOULD upload the photos soon!! :D:D
DIANA!! gosh! its so freaking cool! :D:D:D:D

2009-08-16T19:44:00.001+08:00

i want a SLOW pace life!

2009-08-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

Group PHOTOS!

JENNY's GLAM PHOTOS

Wilfred is so CUTE!

WOW. My phone was bombarded with more than 50 photos today can! most of them are jenny's GLAM pictures and random photo by WILFRED!

i went playground with Kelly, Jenny, Loh, Loh's brother and sister, and Jenny's sister. we were having fun at the playground, BUT before we could start colour catching, little kids from the playgroup near the playground came. so we went to the fitness corner and played some catching before going under Jenny's block to play some random game!

AND MY AUNT CAME BACK!!! :D:D

2009-08-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

something isnt right with blogger!

anyways, SHI MIN! send me the photo SOON(: haha!.
and today was national day celebration. the flag that they gave us was so cheapo lar!
kia yuen actually managed to break one flag. lol. haha!

LI LAN was actually kind enough to let us off for our shorts. we were let off at 10, and we spent about an hour having a meeting trying to figure out where we should go. since KFC was the choice, we went there. we took half an hour travelling, another half an hour queuing. me and Kelly were clever enough to choose the correct queue.(: lol. then we spend less than an hour eating KFC. then we went to the playground. and then me and xin yee went off at about 3, while Syn Yin, Mad, Kelly and Kia Yuen went to eat macs(like always) and they had to wait for Mad to finish eating. i came home and slept for 3h and 30mins. and i skipped 3rd lang AGAIN! kelly! be proud of me!(:

okay, i'm feeling SUPER random now! shyshy just signed in. lol.
and i cant add in the pics for no reason.

dedicated to Yi Xian

2009-08-06T20:25:00.002+08:00

finally! my blogskin has been changed!
i'm getting so sick of the skin!

i MUST dedicate this post for YI XIAN!
oh yi xian! i LOVE you FOREVER!
thanks for the present thou its so late,
but i LOVE it very much.
thanks!
GOOD LUCK for your piano tmr!(:
ICH LIEBE DICH!
you WILL ALWAYS be my pooh arh!
i love you loads, and i'm touched by you!

love,
your dear apu.

2009-08-05T21:46:00.003+08:00

thanks to KIA YUEN, blogger is NO longer KUKU!(:

i hate the idiots who did NOT stay back for the national deco lar. what stupid excuses, like what need to study for lit test. YES! there is a lit test tmr, but cant you JUST stay back and help, especially when you stay so near the school. how many bus stop away only. i can understand people like Xin Yee, when she got piano.

i hate the THREE fucking idiots who went to MACS to eat leaving all the work to us. Stupid. Never help nevermind, but STILL goes to macs to eat without any REASONABLE excuses to not stay back and help. ONE of the person only brings SIX dollars somemore.

another thing is that some people JUST STAY in class and DO NOTHING! you guys just sit there and look, very INNOCENT! its YOUR class, you SHOULD HELP!

towards the end, Syn Yin, Loh, Mad, Kelly, Jenny, Kia Yuen, Chuan Xin and I stayed till 5plus to to that bloody deco that has no USE to us. its supposed to be a CLASS effort! not just SOME! we have NOTHING to gain by staying back and help lar! still got disadvantage! we CANNOT study our lit till we get home at about 6plus!

you guys will be lucky if you dont get a scolding tmr.(: and you BETTER not say that it is ugly especially when you didnt even stay back!

I LOVE THE PEOPLE WHO STAYED BACK TILL THE END! SYN YIN, LOH, MAD, KELLY, KIA YUEN, JENNY AND CHUAN XIN!
p.s. i also love those who DID stay back to help(:

i shall upload pics the next time. i'm too lazy today!

short post

2009-08-02T20:58:00.003+08:00

i shall update since xin yee wants me to(:

i'm proud of myself! i have beenn doing lit notes since i came back from church!(: haha!
i know xin yee's proud of me too!(: and i'm at qn 6!!

i'm looking forward to tomorrow's event(s) after school!(:

okay, i'm plain crapping! i want to go to lighthouse miracle service on saturday(: haha!
okay, this is a short post to satisfy xin yee!(:

2009-08-01T13:10:00.002+08:00

I SHALL START MUGGING FOR ALL MY TESTS FROM TODAY ONWARDS!
and i cant believe i had actually been doing my lit notes!(: haha!

lol, this is a random crappy post.

i went to jenny's blog and i saw my WILL TAN's name! haha~!
I LOVE MY WIL TAN!
i feel super super random!

i'm pissed with my brother!

2009-07-31T20:36:00.001+08:00

RANDOM PICSS!!!
JENNY's UNglam picture that will be up on many blogs and random shot with nat in a toilet(:

haha! anyways, i FINALLY went for 3rd lang today! cant believe i actually went. and i thought i WOULD NOT have to do the stupid german test, but i HAD to do it today. damnit lar! it was so HARD! i couldnt understand ANYTHING, whatever they are talking about, so i just CRAPPED! ya, and i was doodling for the rest of the lesson! and i like YAMINI! she's so cute and funny! haha! its SUPER funny! okay, i'm crapping. haha!

i LOVE PLAYGROUNDS can!! i love going to the playground with SYN YIN, BOBBY, YOYO and KIA YUEN!!(: haha!!
lets go to every playground in AMK!!!!(:

i'm so EXCITED! my aunt's coming from Canada for a visit!! i miss her! lol, (:

2009-07-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

i shall try posting through email so that i can upload pictures. lol.

okay, the first FOUR pictures are taken by MAD using my phone, and the one after that is Kelly's zi lian photo, and i tell you, kelly look so cute eating her mushroom soup and the last picture reminds you of someone by the name of SEET! LOOK at the flower shirt! kelly and i saw it on the train just now and decided to take a photo of it! haha!

i went to the playground again after school with Syn Yin, Kelly, Mad and Kia Yuen. And for the past TWO weeks, we have been going to the playground, although its not everyday, but yeah. we have been to THREE playground in AMK so far. we bought macs and went to eat at the second playground we went to in AMK, and some auntie was drying some pillows by putting THREE of the pillows on a bench at the playground there. (syn yin's phone has the pictures of the THREE pillows) and Kia Yuen went to exchange two of the pillow position. it was so funny can! haha! after that we found another playground(about 5mins RUN away) thanks to some kids that showed Syn Yin and Kia Yuen the way. And when they came back to find us, they "claimed" to have lost their way and Mad went to find them. HAHAH! but they were only joking and Mad was the only one who went to find them! haha! so we went to the other playground and ya, Kia Yuen and Mad walked SO fast to the playground in front of us and ya, they went "missing" thinking that we will go find them. BUT we didnt really bother, lol. only Syn Yin towards the end, was quite worried. haha! ya, after that MAD's cough gave them away. i heard her coughing and looked at the direction and found them looking down from the second floor of a building! haha! so at 4.30 like that, we walked back to AMK mrt station and the train that we took was VERY VERY VERY empty. lol. Seriously, cause it ends at yishun, but still VERY VERY empty. Me, Kelly, Mad and Kia Yuen sat on the four sides of the mrt(one cabin) and we were like THROWING the mentos to each one, and that space only got four of us, no other people sia. its like so empty and cool lar! so nice to sleep in that train! haha!

i'm like SO tired can. and bio was quite easy today, and WTF got ting xie tmr and i havent started on anything. damn that ting xie! i dun like ting xie.

and i SHALL mug geog tonight and be as hardworking as KELLY!(:

2009-07-27T19:03:00.000+08:00

okay, blogger is still screwed, so i cannot upload any pictures.:( so sad.

Mad took my phone and took a lot of photos using my phone! haha! a lot of yingting's pic. haha!

anyways, SYN YIN and MAD! we really sorry that we did not think of you guys! seriously, we ARE sorry! we did not think that you will be coming with us.

Kelly and Kia Yuen came over to my house just now, we were so random that we bought a lot of cheapos ring "20cents" one. haha!

2009-07-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

great job blogger! you have returned the BIG box, but what happened to the rest? where are all the pictures and font size and stuff!

anyway, i decided to be HARDWORKING!(: i finished my biology, digestion notes ready and i'm planning to study tonight!(: haha! i love KIA YUEN! she's sending me some of her notes!

and my dad decided to go for early service, meaning i have to wake up super early for all the sundays. damnit!

I LOVE DR OW

2009-07-25T14:57:00.003+08:00

i was still praying that blogger is not screwed. BUT, still it IS screwed!

KELLY, be jealous, i saw DR OW today!(: haha! he's so SWEET can! the people in front of me all not here, so skip skip skip, the nurse tell me go in and remember to tell the doc my name cause skip so many people, LOL. So i knocked, and walked in! The moment i walked in, he looked at me and said, "RENA! what's the problem with you today?" HAHAH! so sweet right? he remembers my name!(: i shall add him on FB if he's on FB!(: hahah! yeah, and my grandma came in to remind me to eat my medicine!(:

yeah, and i hate that vista point doctor! my ahma hates him too! she threw away the medicine that damn doctor gave! Dr Ow says i have Bronchitis, and if not cured, lead to lung infection? And he says i have to eat cough, runny nose and asthma medicine together whenever i have a cough. and that damn vista point dr only gave me cough, and that cough tasted like the lozenges. Dr Ow gave me 5 medicine! and that damn dr only gave me 3!!

I LOVE DR OW!

i forgot to bring my hp, so i couldnt take any pics of the handsome dr ow:(